[ X ]i also didn't meet my guru for quite some time.
eventually i did, and when he had run the class six cataract of my recriminating anger at the silent absence, at the frustrated need to talk and not having him to hear and speak wisdom back, and my roiling wrath at his so constant poise, and he still failed to take me to bed in the palpable availability of my post cathartic state, i told him about my conclusion.
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