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being there: 1000

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how twisted.

if we have to imagine these exotic bucolic locales in order to be able to begin relaxing, how are we ever going to be able to learn to be openly aware of all the possibilities of being here now?

and that constant condescending reminder! if i'm trying to be here now the last things i need are words being spoken, and the self-conscious cascades of thought they kick off.

crazy pointless mystical hazing i concluded, somewhat prematurely, and shelved the issue.

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